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Black man's sissy boy I started jerking off to ejaculation when I was around 18.Once I started doing it, it was all I thought about, 24/7 it seemed like.I used to go in Mom's room and sneak Butch's fuck mags and masturbate while looking at the sexy nude women. "Go haid, girl, feel of it."I squeezed down around his thick black cock and I saw a big pearly bead of semen form on the purple head. So, soon after getting my first kiss, I was giving my first blowjob. Sudden he groaned in pleasure and ejaculated into my mouth. Actually our first fuck came 2 days after the first blowjob. I didn't have to be told – like all black men he wanted to be served. He had a big cock, about 8 inches, no worse than Butch's, I thought. I began sucking his dick, using all the tricks I had learned from Davis. I began to dread the click of the locks in the door because i knew it was another trick for me to service.Sometimes I'd pop in one of the porno videos that Butch had, and jerk off while watching the beautiful white women making love to their black men. I knew about sucking cock because I had watched a lot of Butch's porn tapes. I knew he wanted a blowjob, and I was flattered that he wanted me to give him one. We were in the bed nude and we were making out and I begged him to fuck me in the ass. I tensed when I felt a big hand feeling up my bare legs. I was on my knees, my head kind of twisted to an angle because of the grip in my hair. Oh well, what the fuck, it was only a blow job – at worst a fuck – I had done it all before, with Davis. As I blew him I ran my small hands all over his big muscley legs – men like that – I had learned that from pleasing Butch. At first i was sullen and uncooperative, but a severe ass whipping from Odell put the fear of god into me.I loathed athletic sports, and was frail and a weakling. I sucked his cock until he said, "I'm gonna cum – open yo fuckin' mouth! "Lots of tongue and saliva – no teeth – I feel teeth Ima knock 'em out 'yo haid."He stripped off his tanktop and kicked his pants aside, standing there like a naked black bull. The cuffs had a length of chain connecting them that were longer than the usual length - about double. But there was no getting around the fact that I was chained naked to the bed; I was no better than an a****l.Once he told me that his 7 year old son could kick my ass! Anyway, as I said earlier, my favorite pasttime was jerking off several times a day. "I opened my mouth wide, just like the ladies in the porno tapes and waited as he masturbated over my mouth. After that I became Butch's woman, fucking him behind my mom's back. I felt my dick getting hard, too, as I ran my tongue and lips over his cock. Beginning that night the black man - his name was Odell - brought men in to fuck me.
In fact, looking back on it, I was a downright sissy. He took my left wrist and clamped one of the cuffs on it, the other cuff onto the iron bed board.
I just couldn't believe how much like a girl I looked!
I quickly applied som of my mom's hot red lipstick and checked myself out; I almost came in Mom's panties right there.
He relaxed the grip on my arm and I went for the robe again."Uh, uh, uh", he said. Here I was, completely nude, lipstick on my mouth, high heels on my feet, being fucked by a handsome black muscleman! "You MY woman – ALL woman, baby."We were mating like sex mad a****ls. The problem was that, when they saw his underdeveloped penis, a mere two inches flaccid and only four, and proportionatly skinny, erect, they suddenly lost all interest in going to bed with him.
Suddenly I felt his body tense and he began shaking. Two of them even laughed at his inadequate member, one who tried to contain her reaction and the other, a rather trampish girl, who pointed at it and didn't bother to hide her amusement. I'm sure if you let me, you know, have intercourse...""That's not going to happen.
Because of that I was able to convince myself that I was normal, of course, in retrospect it is obvious that I was identifying with the women.